Thursday, 7 June 2012

The Half-Year Chaos


I have completed writing a horrible set of exams.
Ah, it was a rather disastrous time.
Many things went wrong. Many situations and incidents were badly timed.
Still, it is not the end of the world as yet, however, I now often stay up at night wondering.
The realisation that I often came here to this blog but did not write anything is strange to me.
I am actually quite tired at the moment, but I can't sleep yet.
Lovely thoughts during the day.
Lovely nightmares at night.

Unexpectedly, an indication of my stress and messed-up mind appeared.
Psshh... Yu-Gi-Oh.
So, what does a simple card game and animated series have to do with stress and worry?
Evidently I become addicted to it every time I'm upset.
The simple explanation would be that the last time I was addicted to it was in January.
Well, it was for some reason, the only thing that made me feel better. (Yes. Then.)
It came up a couple times before that, too.
Those were not good times. No.

Hey, I feel much better now at least after releasing bottled-up anger and emotional stress.
However, I feel cloudy inside. Possibly lost. I do hope this all goes away soon.

Even after this, it doesn't help that I've been happily presented with a supplementary examination.
Regrettably, "unfair" is the word that comes to mind.