A Hundred and Ten Percent

There exists a girl who smiled at me;
A girl who caught my eye;
A girl who gave me butterflies
The instant she said "Hi."

There exists a girl who met me;
A girl who made me see;
A girl who taught me lessons
On how to be happy.

There exists a girl who charmed me;
A girl who's from my dreams;
A girl who looks so magical,
That Hedwig's is her theme.

There exists a girl who knows me;
A girl who calls my name;
A girl who doesn't wait around
On money, gifts and fame.

There exists a girl who relates to me;
A girl who turns my cogs;
A girl who plays my video games,
Eats steak with me, loves dogs.

There exists a girl who cares for me;
A girl who makes me smile;
A girl who understands me.
She goes the extra mile.

There exists a girl who trapped me;
A girl who has such power;
A girl who knows she turns me
Into a humble little flower.

There exists a girl who loves me;
A girl who's heaven-sent;
A girl who I can guarantee
Gives a hundred and ten percent.

I love you more than sleeping in my bed.
I have a million thoughts of you in my head.
You're my favourite song, my favourite look,
My favourite smell, my favourite book.
I'm so happy just seeing your face.
A feeling that no-one can replace.
I love your smile, it's so unique.
When you're exposed, I take a peek.
I hate it when you have to go.
When you're not with me, time goes slow.
I like the look that's in your eye.
I never want to say goodbye.

The Half-Year Chaos

I have completed writing a horrible set of exams.
Ah, it was a rather disastrous time.
Many things went wrong. Many situations and incidents were badly timed.
Still, it is not the end of the world as yet, however, I now often stay up at night wondering.
The realisation that I often came here to this blog but did not write anything is strange to me.
I am actually quite tired at the moment, but I can't sleep yet.
Lovely thoughts during the day.
Lovely nightmares at night.

Unexpectedly, an indication of my stress and messed-up mind appeared.
Psshh... Yu-Gi-Oh.
So, what does a simple card game and animated series have to do with stress and worry?
Evidently I become addicted to it every time I'm upset.
The simple explanation would be that the last time I was addicted to it was in January.
Well, it was for some reason, the only thing that made me feel better. (Yes. Then.)
It came up a couple times before that, too.
Those were not good times. No.

Hey, I feel much better now at least after releasing bottled-up anger and emotional stress.
However, I feel cloudy inside. Possibly lost. I do hope this all goes away soon.

Even after this, it doesn't help that I've been happily presented with a supplementary examination.
Regrettably, "unfair" is the word that comes to mind.